there's plenty of other artists who are much more talented. i'm not in the right environment for the photography i want to do; i don't even have supplies to paint and i cannot get them shipped here.

maybe i'm just supposed to feature people, favorite their work, be envious that they are succeeding in what they love.

so much for being an art major, the life of poverty doesn't sound like a green light to my parents. business and law seems to make them smile.

i hate how i always do things for other people and sacrifice what i really want.

like writing, my english teacher hates my work. :/ i feel so apathetic.

maybe its just one of those days.