I'm dying to express myself. through colours, through words, through objects. I can't.

my really great best friend is going through some turmoil with a guy. she has become terribly confused, upset, and tired. all of these emotions are effecting me, making me feel the same lethargic emotions.

what she feels is what i feel.

i want to tell her so many things, i want her to feel the joy again, the rays of warm sunshine.

i'm 5 years younger than her and i've never had a better friend. i wish i could tell her that without feeling like she'll think i'm a freak and worrying that she doesn't think of me like i think of her :/